and you want to be dressed in poetry, but imagery doesn't fit.

i plugged my ipod into my laptop again so i can listen to more than like the hundred or so songs saved on my computer. i have something like two thousand on the ipod that i haven't bothered to transfer to my new itunes. whatever. so i'm listening to all sorts of cool things i've been ignoring for a while :)
i like how when i sit down and do my homework, i feel so accomplished. i think that could be a bad sign. but i hate how i can let myself go and still have 5 as and a c+. sure, i'm happy i can get away with pretty much doing nothing, but eventually i'll have to start working. what a pain.

things are cool, i suppose. nothing really bad is happening, it's just the same old drudgery. though i have to admit there are a few things i'll be interested in seeing how they shake out. however, i'm damn happy for jon. i know he wanted this :) and i'm pretty sure chelsea isn't objecting to any of it. it's nice seeing them happy.

haha. it just makes me laugh how i can be so afraid of commitment yet feel so comfortable with some people. but anything with relationships just freaks me out. i don't even think commitment is the right word for it... it's just anything that involves me being someone's girlfriend or whatever just doesn't work out mentally. who knows. i'll fix it when i need to.

i'm not moving :) hurrah. thank god. i was so shaken up about that.
17 days until christmas break. i already can't wait.

my sister has apparently found my angels and airwaves cd and she's blasting it in the kitchen. coool. i wouldn't normally mind, but it's just the fact that it's angels & airwaves and she probably can't even comprehend most of the meaning behind it and that irks me. that reminds me, once i actually stop being broke, it might be a good idea to buy their new cd.

i basically figured out that my summer is going to be me trying to get a job and work so i can save up money for a car/gas money so i don't have to work during the school year, taking drivers ed, and working at the renfest. and probably hanging out with jon & co. wayy too much. and probably buying/making too many new clothes and going to shows.
hell. i might have a life this summer :D

D:
sounds fun, yet not necessarily productive.
oh, yeah. and i might actually get off my ass if i have time and work out.
whoop whoop :]
i want it to be breakkk.
or, you know, june.